Wednesday, February 20, 2008
3:56 AM

all right, i am back to blog.

well life in new zealand is pretty good,not saying it's relaxing but it can be said as fullfilling. I got plenty of time to learn what I am really interested in, and the education no longer make me feel like escaping as what i felt last year. I have to admit that last year was an total disaster...haha but fortunately the pasted one year has make me realised what i really want to be in future...as in a realistic future career, that could possibly help me realise all my dreams..but not what others want me to become. I am a lucky one....

being new in new zealand doesn't nean I am lonely...people are so helpful here, and it is even more fortunate to being able to make new friends that have same vision as you here....and within such short period of time, some of my views changed. Farmers' lives and farming culture could be very unique...and different living enviroments shape people with different characters....the most important thing is that they are proud of what they are, and not worrying changing themselves because of others' opinions, things like their appearances, body sizes, food they eat daily, etc. people are proud of everything they do, even trading drugs. that's cool...as it makes a obvious contrast to most of asians, we care a lot about how other people think of us, how much people talk abt the advantages of being slim, how fashion's going on and we follow. It seems that we are chasing after too many things that don't really relevant to us, and the sense of self-satisfiction is just keep going down and down....what a poor thing it is. sigh >.<

needless to say, the nature mother has given new zealand her most beautiful part of her body...the views are undescribable, therefore i won't say much abt that. I got to get a driving license fast as it 's really inconvenient nt having a car here....you can hardly move out of your house...

and the phone bill charges are rather high, but internet access seems like endlessly free...you can survive happily without a laptop or any eletric devices, just like me. haha

and school life is just as lovely as hamilton itself...peaceful, progressive, also not losing its sense of maturity and responsibility that tertiary students should carry.

things that spoil the leasant pictures still exit, like some of kiwis here actually not that polite...you can still come across people with no manner...hahaha but they don't bother me apparently...because I am too IN to the beautiful things around me..haha

just update till here first as my 1st lesson is starting really soon....before leaving, i would like to say "sorry" to some of you guys in singapore ...as i really can't make myself available to meet you guys for the last time....as things were going on rather complicated previously...so i would really appreciate if you could pardon me.....

did you hear me, CELESTA?? haaha :)
i will always carry those beautiful memories with me..and i will be back to singapore one day...because


i left my tennis rackets behind still....hehe :P

take care lor guys. I love you :))

[ this is how it all started* ]